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for the past few days i've been hearing a voice which keeps saying that this is where i'm meant to be. life has been super hactic and like everytime i try to concentrate on whatever i'm suppose to do people around me don't seem to see i'm putting and giving my best. but somehow yesterday at scc a line which struck me was a line on patience and maybe what i have to do is just be patient. and don't push or hurry the people around me into believeing that i'm trying my best, because they will see it sooner or later. maybe for the past half year yes i did go to church for study just that maybe i didn't carry on practicing and doing what i have to do. maybe its just loads of peer pressure. which 'forced' me to go and the feeling of wanting to feel accepted. maybe i just have to learn that if people really love me they'll accept me for who i am. thats why the line 'this is where i'm meant to be.' i just have to be where i am now and not else where or rather something else. i am what i am and you'll have to hate me or love me. pick one. :D

Who am I,
that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I,
that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I amI am Yours,
I am Yours

Who Am I,
that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I,
that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

-Casting Crowns-"Who am I"

last thursday i went up on stage to be invested as vice president of ym, happy as i was i thought of the song above its like i'm so small and the lord would reach out to calm the storm in me. for the pass few years i didn't get invested maybe because i had lots of 'storms' going on in my life which caused me to be everything i shouldn't be. i'm just glad to be what i am today. cos when i go throught tough times, these tough times mould me to become strong and this is what i am, today. well i got a cert for a clean record for term 1 and 2 too. HAPPY!! yay... cos i never got it before, if i said how many betas i had you'll freak... lol... so many teachers came to congratulate me, teachers whom i never spoken to before congratulated me too... imagin how happy i was, i'm gonna work hard to get the next terms clean record... jia you!!