holidays have officially began. even though i started holidays so long ago. even if it is the holidays, it is still super tiring. gotta help out in the shop and stuff. hardly get any rest. life is even harder when you gotta learn so many new things in a short period of time. but i feel like if i try hard enough and if i really wanna do it , i will suceed. pray lord jesus help me overcome these shit.

It's over,
never thought it would be.
Why in the world did this happen to me?
How could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.
I go round and round and round in my head,
Wanting to take back whatever I said,
No one was right,
We all made mistakes,
I'm ready to do whatever it takes.
Please, don't let it be
-It's Over- The Cheetah Girls


Na na na na
Na na na na yeah
You are the music in me
You know the words
Once upon a time
Make you listen?
There's a reason.

When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after

Your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head

A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise

And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me

Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na na
Yeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I amYou understand
And that's more than I've ever known

To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)

And know I'm not alone

Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)

Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)

Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)

You are the music in me (In me)
[Chorus]
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me (Yeah)
-You are the music in me- High School Musical2


right its been some time since i've updated. exams ended and i'm supeer slack now. not really slack rather its boring. life is super boring. i've got nothing to do. the above 2 songs are constantly ringing again and again in my head and i don't really know why but like maybe its just me but i feel this unimaginable saddness in my body. like every inch of me is sad. i got this urge to cry out loud. i cut it up. i cut it up like 2 nights ago. selfish fool, two face freak, like he forces you to do something you hate. if you look close enough you'll see that he looks weird just the way he is. IT'S OVER!! argh. i feel like last time i thought i knew i was very sure where i would head. now i'm lost. why? like when i start to live for someone i've always wanted and more. everything turns out wrong. sometimes now i feel that losing my way is good, like the best thing which could have happened.