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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 5:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

lol. hope this years christmas would be good. thats if i work hard for my o's. haha i'm thinking too far. lol. went for some implus shopping with girlfriend and cherie just now. came across fox's warehouse sale. haha had a really great time. all you girls out there it ends on the 4th of may. quick!! haha feeling hungry and bored. dunno what to do. :) mid years sucks. had terrible cramps today just couldn't do my cheena paper left 3 whole questions blank. i just like blacked out. i was like woooo. giddy. was damn cold in the hall and its so ironic compared to the outside. must have been like over a 100 degrees out there man. lol this blog has been a happy post in a very long time. wonder whats wrong with me. haha people get pms during ahem and i get pms before, during i'm like so happy dunno why also. lol today's front page, walao that sicko. bloody bastard. which sick ass would lock their own daughter up and father 7 children with her!!!??? what. i mean so chi ko peh la. somemore for 24 years somemore. haha. but the girls out so thats what matters. feel like telling mommy not to shift out. miss all the memories i had here. small as it is my house is a great place to keep memories. so cosy, granted that it is messy at times but... haha should go study now. few photos

thats not me. its mei mei. lol

that is me. lol ain't i cute

Monday, April 28, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 4:52 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Love Me-Collin Raye
I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your
Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .Love me

I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .Love me

And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .Love me

my all time fave. maybe it the tune or something but i just love it. ever since i heard it for the first time. it kept ringing in my head today dunno why but ya. math sucks like major. i hated it. why is it so damn hard...!!!???

Sunday, April 27, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 1:25 PM | 0 Noticed Me

man u didn't win, but hey well done guy great game. bloody ref. suppose to have penalty one lor. anyway lampard's mom must be watching over them. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU!!! no present unlike last year. things change. thanks for like letting me know i don't stand a chance in a very harsh way. i don know what could be worst. maybe god planned everything. thought i've tried to forget you even existed in my life, things and circumstances just kept reminding me of you. i really tried my best like totally tried my best. i have got no other way to do things anymore.

'what hurts the most, was being so close. and having so much to say, watching you walk away.'

must you always be so diabolical. you and your friend. both freaking bastards. sometimes i wonder why it hurts so much. maybe it cos i put in too much to take them all back. but if i had a choice to do things all over again i wouldn't change a thing i'd rather learn from all the falls you've caused and get up again stronger than ever and you'll see what a fool you were. fool as in not like stupid kind, cos you are obviously not. gifted so what. its what is inside you that matters most. not the grades that matter. now looking back, you've got loads to learn. MORALLY!

'true to your heart, you must be true to your heart thats when the heavens will part and baby shower you with my love.'

Saturday, April 26, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 7:23 PM | 0 Noticed Me

lampards mom died on thursday. thats sad. he will be missing the game today. the big game. btw man u and chelsea. maybe i will like be happy but man someone's mother died. right. crucial game today. if man u wins thats it we take the title. hope man u win. may god be with us today in everything we do. the we is man u. lol haha. tuition was okay. but like struggled to wake up at 8. lol hahaso humid today. can't take it. good luck man u. and good luck to all the little farts taking exams now including me. haha.

Friday, April 25, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 11:16 PM | 0 Noticed Me

slow and steady wins the race eventhough i know theres no race. haha. lol. what the heck am i talking about. just heard from aaron that the youth group maybe disbanded. eventhough i know that they will never admit it but ever since girlfriend and i left, things changed. so i'm not too sure abt if it is a good thing we left or not. but ya one things for sure if we were there this would not happen. they won't admit it. i'm like having PMS now. dunno why also. have been really harsh towards cherie and have been eating like a pig these few days. should take a time out. maybe i'm just stressed. quote from the desiderata 'many fears are born of fatigue and loneliess.' this line is like so true. i've been feeling tired and like alone but yet not so alone. oh shit, maybe i'm dying. no la. but who knows right, god can take you away just like that(snap my finger). this young 8 year old boy just died today or yesterday i forgot. so young right. i was thinnking like what if i go suddenly. okay i need a time out. i'm too stressed. damn tomorrow tuition and gotta wake up at 8am!!! arh. haven been studying lately. feel like punching someone. anyone. EVERYONE!!! arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 24, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 5:18 PM | 0 Noticed Me

oh oh. i composed this song for girlfriend and cherie. lol. touched? haha. what can i say, i'm a budding song writer. lol haha. i know girlfriend you are reading this and laughing right. haha isn't it so cute. hahaha. haven thought of the song title yet. anyone?

One two three four
Here I come
Five six seven
You are found
Eight nine and ten
Here we go all over again

You’ll be there by my side
This I know.

We will be friends forever
Friends together
Holding on so strong
Creates a bond
A bond so strong
Even men can’t break
We hold hand till the end
But our hands won’t ache.

Hey you and you
I love you too
Friends for life
Till we’re old
Friends like you
Are almost like as rare as gold

You’ll be there by my side
This I know.

Cos we are friend forever
Friends together
Held on to it
Created a bond
A bond so strong
Even men couldn’t break
We held hands till the end
But our hand didn’t ache.

Right now right here
I’ll give the angles back their wins
To save you a place in heaven.

Cos we will be friends forever
Friends together
Held on to it
Created a bond
A bond so strong
Even men couldn’t break
We held hands till the end
But our hands didn’t ache.
Our hands didn’t, won’t, and will never ache.

guys love you loads. my two beloved bananas and monkeys. together forever yea!!

vickiie lynn posted at 4:58 PM | 0 Noticed Me

sigh. just like my title. school is going to be over in a jiffy. very soon its time for me to say bye bye to sjc. dunno to be happy or sad. like school has never been the best place to hang out but there were loads of memories carved deep in the hearts of it too. like am gonna really miss it. now i feel like crying. sniff. lol. really gonna miss cheerleading. eventhough it was never official. but it was so fun, all the fun we had had. all the times when we worried that we could not finish. looking back these 5 years have been really meaningful. sorry to those whom i have offended, never meant to. eventhough i can't blame myself for being not vertically challenged. haha i'm average. no la but really. very soon the school will be history. but you will always be somewhere deep in my hearts. o's are drawing nearer and nearer. suppose to be studying now and mugging like crazy but i just cannot seem to get down to it. lol speaking abt mugging. yesterday freeman borrowed zoa's dad's car to drive down to gardens to buy food. lol so hilarious la. first time everyone in the car wore seat belt. haha and we were holding on the the handle and were screaming almost all the way. haha i think mommy drives better than him. no offence huh freeman. you'r new la. so nvm. give you chance. haha the parking was funny though. took bloody 15mins to park la. walao. zoa and i screamed like some mad girls in the car. haha. okay think i should really study now.

Friday, April 18, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 2:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

slowly and steady reaching 100. slowly by slowly. haha. lol. sick at home couldn't go to school. cherie called me at 7.26 this morning i think. or was i dreaming. lol. arms sore from doing pull ups. i don't know why also. did only 17 in all. so humid today. walao can't imagin what pe would be like today. maybe i would have gotten heat stroke. lol. gotta study now. its esther's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!! sorry wasn't in school today to wish you face to face. tomorrow is cheena oral. jia you everyone. may everyone pass with flying colours.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 8:42 PM | 0 Noticed Me

haha. taller. and i mean TALLER women tend to realise what it takes to be in a good relationship. haha cos now adays men are SHORT. which is kinnda sad. lol. had 5 batt today. was very sad abt my sbj and pull ups. walao. 165cm and 7 pull ups only! walao eh. everyone thinks that so long as you are tall can jump very far. i got phobia for jumping lor. cannot meh. lol. other than that its okay la. did 61 sit ups. sit and reach got 60. not bad la. shuttle run don't talk abt it. so disappointed with myself. arh. i noticed that everytime i'm frustrated, i tend to write songs. i don't know why but ya. maybe its my way of destress. and the songs are meaningful k. haha. cheena oral is this sat. feeling the pressure. today lao shi tested me and i use super loads of english la. speaking abt 5 batt. last night was studying and freeman came to talk for awhile. and like we tried to do standing board jump and cos the floor was slippery freeman like slide while trying to jump. so hilarious. laughed like siao. until i cannot laugh anymore. just thinking abt how nice it would be to have like 30 hours aday to do more revision and study. cos like everyone O' LVLS is COMING!!! arhhhhhh!!! scared scared. saya takut( if that is how it is spelled.) kinnda want o's to faster come and go than on the other hand, i'm not prepared yet. not abit. tomorrow is esther's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! in advance. haha

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 5:59 PM | 0 Noticed Me

something i heard on somedays reflection. kinda like the only line i heard. the others were like blurred out. just came back from charismatic retreat on sunday. like was loads of fun. even though the games were darn short. but. you know. it was the togetherness and all. kinda got spooked out on the first night, like the exact room we took last year had the same exact spooky thing. but we didn't take that room. like aunty cat was like who is using my toilet and we were like no. no one is there. than she was like 'huh!! than whos in my toilet?' and we were like right freaky. zoa la. walk in front say wanna open the door and all. than got scared and ask emile to open. haha emile got scared but still opened the door for us femals. haha what a gentleman. lol and the toilet was like dark la and the tap was flowing rapidly. but the funny thing was that aunty cat and aunty alice tried to open the door but they said it was stuck. and emile opened it with ease. so we kinnda got freaked esp at night when aunty ****** was sleep talking. shan't say her name but ya. and naomi was like squeezing me against zoa. couldn't turn at all. came back with a back ache. damn pain la. anyway school is becoming a routine. day in and day out. the same darn thing. the pop today was great. felt the emotions. can't help but think what the heck am i doing with my life.

'its the love for you which keeps me going.'

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 7:32 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Cold
I’m frozen, frozen inside out
Couldn’t feel the heat no more
More like the cold cold winter during the summer
Became an Ice Queen
Evil diabolical and sinister

Once I felt it I shut it out
Never wanna feel it again
Closed from the world of love

All the cold, cold from my head to my heart
Never could feel the warmth anymore
It was two till it became
Became something more
Frozen by the fear
Which drained all of me
Once it was gone
Its all gone

Should head to the north or south pole
No sounds of love to pierce me
No warmth of love will change the heart of ice cos
I am an Ice Queen
Evil diabolical and sinister

Once I felt it I shut it out
Never wanna feel it again
Closed from the world of love

All the cold , cold from my head to my heart
Never could feel the warmth anymore
It was two till it became
Became something more
Frozen by the fear
Which drained all of me
Once it was gone
Its all gone

Now I’m left with nothing
But me myself and I
Have the power to withstand the cold

All the cold , cold from my head to my heart
Never could feel the warmth anymore
It was two till it became
Became something more
Frozen by the fear
Which drained all of me
Once it was gone
Its all gone

It became something more
Frozen by that fear
Which drained all of me
Once it was gone
Its all gone
Its all really gone

really glad i didn't tell the entire world that i changed mt blog add. tag board really silent now. an eerie slience now. but whatever the case. i feel this song really reflects what i'm going through now. but for now i just need to learn to stand on my own feet. be strong and fight the pain. regardless of how painful it may seem.

Monday, April 07, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 5:43 PM | 0 Noticed Me

had loads of fun today in school. mrs tan didn't come which was kinnda sad but... oh well. was like playing during lit class. talking bout loads of things. abt 'i am legend' and 'resident evil' and all. had so much fun trying to copy the zombies. laughed like siao. haha. cherie joker la. stop hitting people's boobs can. very pain leh. later out of shape you pay meh!!!??? lol. having tuition later, kinnda dreading it. but what to do. o's this year. lol dunno why am feeling so much pressure now, maybe its just me but what if its not? huh huh? what if its not. see there i go again. acting the goat. haha lol. nothing really much to say today anyway. lol

Friday, April 04, 2008

vickiie lynn posted at 3:35 PM | 0 Noticed Me

lol trying to do the damn rubik's cube. only can do one side. but very fast. trying to do the whole thing but always failed. lol nvm try again. now the cube is like staring at me. lol should try it now. haha. school this week sucks. like really sucks. but hey its sec 5, o's now. gotta study hard. i hate monitor, like why must everyone show attitude la. like i'm just trying. can't take it that i'm like actually trying and you like don't see it and don't care. like f off. arh. i feel this sudden urge to get god back into my life. but the unworthyness i once had is now back. like i don't think he wants to see me like that kinnda thing. i mean we have to be pure right. but than people say he forgives. who am i to say he doesn't? lol last night i came back in a cab and the uncle was like oh all catholics have to do when they do wrong was just ask for forgiveness. than he was like so loser and i'm like what the hell. like you so didn't say that. like he knew i was catholic and all but whos' the loser. LOSER la uncle. don't go around comparing can. who do you think you are? anyway. i just feel so glad that the weekend is here, feel like going to see mama. see how is she and all. and tomorrow i've got dental. miss dental la. like after i took out my braces my appointment is like once every 3 months. and it used to be 1 month. miss the going out so much. i realise i miss alot of things lately. i don't know why. but one things for sure for easter the feeling was just great like we as in (zoa, claire and i) sang for vigil and even though i didn't want to see what i saw and was abit down by it, the whole choir just took my mind away from everything. the choir was just amazing. like amazing. amazing. ya. like just felt the whole easter thing at the bottom of my heart felt so warm. so, whats the word. well just amazing.lol

choir. the other picture was so unglam. theres victoria and zoa and clarissa and whats her name again and theres me. see see.

and i just realised that the teeth movie is damn freaky. now i know why its r21. so scary. i'm scared. arh. don't watch it to all you girls out there. freak out man. like really.