lol. missed ac today. got got mc. haha it rhymes. lol fighting with matilda now. lol snatching her mashmellow. lol haha she's screaming so loudly 'jiejie, timme(gimme) back the tweet(sweet) my teter(teacher) give me you know.' timme(gimme) back!!! don't pull will bleak(break).' haha. she can't really pronounce her words well when she's screaming. lol later maybe heading off to dai yee's house to bake cookies for mama. than going to visit her. cos she just came back from some cataract operation of some sort. and mommy didn't tell me. well i don't blame her, cos she wants me to study. don't think my throat is gonna get any better, judging from my voice. sound so sexy. lol. hahaha. really pissed abt chew fern. giving me loads of hell now cos of the skirts. but at most give up my torphy la. no biggie. lol but like to angie it seems big. but if it is really lost than its my fault right. lol not gonna let this get in my way. lol feeling kinnda happy today. lol. even though the sun is not really that bright. lol kinnda dreamt of god last night. but not too sure of what really happened. slept through the whole night until mommy woke me up at like 530 to ask me some lame stuff. lol lame family do lame things. haha. i feel the absence of the holy one from my life now. feeling the full force, and am not liking it. is it all gone? i need him to tell me how to go back. does it have to be that hard??


Bleeding Love
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep,
keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rest that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love