now its 5.02pm which means its 4days and 6 hours and 58 mins left to the first n paper. man its super stressful. i mean i've got so much on my mind now, zoa studies, family and so many others. talkin about zoa. i realised how much hurt she must feel now all because of some guy. i mean she could have prevented it, it was all in her hands. now thinking back i should have tried harder. up till now i haven told her anything and i feel guilty. i should have been there for her. i should have tried harder to make her stop whatever she was doing. i don't know why is it that last time when i ask her a few questions she would deny them and now she admits. i wonder why is she doing this to herself. firstly its not fair and secondly its not right. even if it means getting insulted by anyone i've gotta try. at least i've tried and i won't regret it. i can see deep down inside she is hurt and upset but she just keeps on smiling and telling me and cherie that she's fine. just in the bus today after zoa left cherie and i were talking. we recalled how we saw many changes in her like the before and after kinnda thing and now she's changing again. i have to admit it the zoa now is definatly happier and the zoa i really wanna hang out with. *girlfriend if you need me, i'll just be a phone call away. i'll try to pick up the phone. lol do well for n's. love ya.*
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