my start of something new is not like that in the movie but that daddy and mummy have officially started the shop and though it is tiring its worth it just to make my parents happy. we had some problems with the locks but other than that nothing much happened. the shop is still rather bare cos uncle and aunty just cleared the stocks and more are coming in. i remembered that when i was 'dealing' with the lock we just couldn't seem to get it in to position. and i took over and just before i slammed the gate down i was like holy spirit help me. and man did it work. at that point i was happy and than the pain set in. i could not hold the gate down for long. and my dad was trying to get to me fast i felt my hands shake and remembered how heavy it was. oh and the ice cream container's chain was out of place and i had to put my hand under the container and put the chain right and the rust all got on to my hand and i remember how disgusted i felt but i knew i couldn't complain, didn't want my parents to worry. speaking about worrying, last night i told daddy to wake me up at 430 so i could go down with them and help. i remembered waking to the sound of kakak voice saying it was 6 and i was like huh 6 already. and i rushed to change and wash up and went down in a few minutes and i ask why they did not wake me up and my mom said they wanted me to sleep more. frankly i was touched, no truth is yes, very touched. my mom didn;t wanna wake me up cos i was gonna have my exams coming up. but sometimes they've gotta rest too. they'v got their jobs to handle too. so from now on i gotta try be more responsible. help them even when they do not need help.